Water Fascination


I realized that I’m fascinated by water. The rain. The sea. Even tears. They hold a mysterious attraction that I can’t let go of. Deep secret of the soul, hidden under many layers.
Their rare rawness contradict with this sort of moderation we’re so used to.As if we’re scared to feel anything too deeply. But water doesn’t know this. Never will you see the rain apologize for falling, no matter how hard it does. Never will you see the sea stop it’s waves just because they’re too brutal . And you can try to hold in tears,but they always end up leaking away in a desperate scream for the lost virtue of truth.I think that from time to time I envy water, what is sure is that I admire it all the time.


Natural Musing

Maybe the universe always leave us hints on our road for us not to feel lost,
maybe we just need to open our eyes.

Maybe also we need to dare stepping on the road we see for us,
no matter what the world says…

Image    Image

Maybe also we need to accept to bring our awareness back to Here and Now,to simple watch where we go,to simply see the path instead of refusing to detach our head from the clouds. Maybe it’s about understanding the beauty of being Here and Now, with our feet on the ground,while always keeping our head in the sky of limitless possibilities that await in front of us.
Maybe it’s about choosing to follow this possibility that excite us the most and to dare making this dream come true, while knowing that all the others possibilities still exist and that we can create all we want as long as we believe we can…

‘Life is made of moment’

black and white

”There are too many words to be said; a whole lifetime wouldn’t be enough to write them all. A way to arrange them would be to put theses five words together in that order : Life is made of moments.

Do we ever really look back to a year ? to a month ? to a week ? Or do we look back to see the very moments that created this week,this month,this year ? Do you ever remember the day in itself or do you remember what happened on this day; to be more precise what happened on this day that made you feel alive ? Be it from pain or joy; be it your heart splashing out sparkles because of an amazing walk you took in the wood or breaking down in pieces after you heard a sad news; be it in any way,we want to feel alive. Feeling dead, feeling like we’re only a bag of meat walking the earth is something we wish to run away from; we want to feel that we are some stars dust dancing in the eternal melody of life. And that’s what we should strive to be : living dancing stars dusts.
Life is made of moments : I personally wish to create as many as I can. ”

Another little piece I wrote some weeks ago.
I think it’s something we all, in a way or another, feel inside,we want to feel alive.
I would have a lot to says on this,but for today I just wanted to share theses few lines I wrote and that in a way resume a lot what I think.

I also wanted to share with you something I found some days ago : 365 grateful

”365 Grateful is a film about uncovering what happens when ordinary people unlock the remarkable powers of gratitude.

This documentary was born out of a project created by Hailey – the ‘365 Grateful Project’.”

You should really check out the website,it’s full-packed of amazing positive energy.

I think that thinking about What we are grateful for in our life help us to stay in the present, to not think too much about the past and what was,or the future and worry about what will be,but to stay grounded in the present and be happy about what is. In a way it help us to feel Alive. It’s like seeing life through new lenses in a way 🙂 Or cleaning the lenses we’re looking through’

And Happy Solstice everyone’

And I wrote because I couldn’t keep theses words inside anymore’


If I’ve always wanted to do one millions things,there’s one thing that never changed : I wanted to write. In a way,it was more like I NEED to write.

Some days ago I wrote some lines for another project ( to write a book) that I’m working on ( yeah,as I said I always work on one millions things at a time it seems). In theses few lines I tried to talk about words.

”Some people fall in love.Some people fall in drugs. I fell in words. It was like each time I thought I found the perfect word arrangement, I’d find another one that would prove me wrong. I will always find some others sentence that would make my mind go crazy in the good way,that would totally shake my atoms and give me a shot of awe. .It was like an endless quest for the perfect word combination, an endless quest that should never be won,but always pushed forward. Words would speak to my soul, and awake part of it in a way that I never thought was possible. What kind of sorcery did some little scribbles could hold for them to talk to yoursoul like that ? They would transcend time and place, bringing their gifts to whoever was open to it. I fell in love with their magic, their amazingly surprising mystery and more than anything else with what they made me feel. I really fell in words in a sort of addictive way that could never be overcome.”

Theses few lines, would carry a big part of the essence of Why I like to write. Words are some sort of Magic we all can fall in.

Thanks to little scribbles ( if you think about it, words are just lines arranged in a certain way and only carry the meaning that was placed on them,we agreed that some lines arranged in the ‘A’ form would be pronounced ‘A’ and that if we put it with others scribbles that are placed in a certain order ,like in the word ‘Apple’ ,it would then be pronounced Apple and mean ‘ the round fruit of a tree of the rose family, which typically has thin green or red skin and crisp flesh’ [thanks to the dictionary for that one]  but if we break them down,they are only some sort of lines arranged in a certain order  ).

soooo yeah,to come back to what I was saying, Thanks to little scribbles we can carry meaning that will transcend time and place ( In a way words are a sort of time machine right ? You can read what someone who died hundreds of years before your birth and that was living on the other side of the planet wrote ), if this isn’t something amazing,I don’t know what is ! ahah

Well of course, you have to be willing to carry meaning via the words you use, way too often we use words in a sort of shallow-y way that makes words to be emptied of any meaning. Someone would talk,would says words,but no meaning would be carried.

Something with words though, is that they ask to be heard, to be shared.

Some weeks ago ,I was talking with a friend about Art. But Art in the Big Sense of ‘creation’. We were saying that being an artist was simply being  a creator. By that we meant that maybe being artist simply meant to Create, and thus to make of your life a Piece of Art. To put what your heart wanted to create in motion.

We continued the discussion on how Art, and Words, maybe needed to be Shared to fully exist.
When you create something you bring in 3d-manifestation something that only existed in your head-space at first, you put it here in our 3d-world. Does it finish here ? would it really be creation if it ended here ?
If someone see what you created,if this person relate to your creation, if the creation make this person think, the creation, that is now in 3d, bring some more ideas and thoughts, or just impressions and feelings, that are non-3d ( just as the idea that made you create this creation at the first place). In this way you create a cycle, ( non-3d, 3d, non-3d) but not a static one as you brought more than was there at first, more what ? more thoughts, more awareness, a new feeling, a new impressions, anything !  You create an expansion.

And maybe you inspired this person to go and share also,creating then a ripple effect of creations and expansion ! Isn’t this amazing ? Isn’t this magical ? 😉

I could go on and on about Words.
For example that words carry vibrations and all what this implied.
Or that I struggled to choose what name to use to sign this post as I wanted to use my middle name Fauve ,as I love it’s meaning ( now, in the past I would hate this name ahah;we all change ,and change is all there is ) [Fauve is the French word used to describe Wild Cats, if we go with the meaning of the name ,it means ‘Wild And Uninhibited [Free from traditional social or moral constraints.],it sound so ‘Out of the box’ that I can’t help loving it] but I also wanted to simply use ‘V’,so the words would stand for themselves and not for something that is ‘of me’ .  I couldn’t decide what name to sign theses post with,so I simply signed ‘Victoria’, the name I use everyday.

I could also talk about why I prefer to write in English,even if my native and everyday language is French,not only because it could reach more people ,but also because for me writing in English is so different than writing in French.

I could talk about so many others things related to words.
But I think that I shall stop this post for now.

‘You’ve got the words to change a nation but you’re biting your tongue,[…]
If no one ever hears it how we gonna learn your song’ [ Read all about it –Emeli Sande]


Hello World ?

*walks on the stage, go in front of the microphone*

Hmm… Hi ? My name is Victoria, and I want to change the world.

*audience laughs*

I can’t help thinking that, to be truly oneself, to share what’s really dear to one heart,could honestly look a lot like that in today’s world,or at least there’s this fear that it’ll end up like that if we really begin to share what’s inside our heart,if this perspectives vary too much from what others deems ‘possible’ or ‘normal’ or yeah I guess you get the picture. But you know what,I firmly believe that there’s a part missing in theses three lines at the top ,the part that mentions that even if the you hear laughs about what you’re trying to do,there will Always be people, or even maybe one person, that will listen and what you just said will makes this person thinks,and then maybe bring other people to what you says,and then someone will be ‘hey, I want to help’ or ‘hey,I have a piece of the puzzle you’re trying to create,maybe we can create it together’ or just maybe says something positive like ‘Keep going 🙂 ”.

‘ Don’t ask me what the world needs.Ask what make you come alive and go do it.Because what the world need is people who have come alive” – H.Thurman


So let me start again.
Hi,I’m Victoria. I’m 18,and I want to change the world. What do I mean by ‘I want to change the world ?’ ,I mean that I want to bring positive changes. Since a child,I’ve always seems to see the world differently,it was like what I thought of the world, wasn’t such a common way to see it. I think that the world is a beautiful place,and that we’re lucky to be here. I also think that a lot can be done to permit to everyone to enjoy this experience as much as possible.
I tend to think that everyone have an unique piece of the puzzle to share, to bring to the Big puzzle ( we could call that big puzzle ‘future’ I guess). Imagine if everyone give themself permissions to be totally truly insanity beautifully their true self? We could paint our blank canva that is the future for the moment,with so many more colors.

I think that in a way,maybe we are scared ( I think that fear is a reallyyy big subject and I think that it influence us a lot) to be our true self. Because the world today seems to tell us to be like that,or be like that, and to stay ‘inside the box’. There’s this sort of fear that if we go out of the box,we’ll be alone,we won’t be supported, and I think that, Humans aren’t meant to be alone. Even if the spark of change must come from the inside, we aren’t meant to be alone. We are part of a whole, like any life part of Nature,we can only subsist as part of the whole,but we seems to have forgot that too much. Unity. I think that Unity is a very important part of building the bigger puzzle. Here’s what I think though, that, if you dare being yourself, you’ll attract to yourself like-minded people, people that share your vision,that share your belief  and that will want to help you carry your puzzle piece ( yeah,that person in the middle of the laughing crowd).

So here I am, being myself. Writing about my heart-truth.
I think that we only teach, hmm ,no I don’t like this word here, we only demonstrate something ,maybe ? for lack of better word for the moment I’ll use this one. We only demonstrate something by example. So here I am. I want maybe to show to people that it’s possible to be their true self,to create what they want to create. I’ll surely fall,but I’ll get up,and I won’t fail. Because I think someone can’t Fail if they follow their true heart desire,what they really feel they need to do and take step in that direction,they can never Fail,because : what is failure ? Taking a step,even if it is the smallest one in the direction of one’s goal,of what one’s want to create,for me can never considered as failure.


Here, I’ll share thoughts, writings, photography, arts,projects. And maybe through that we’ll all be able together to create something ? We’ll see …Only future will tell. What I know is that I’m taking the first step toward what I want : To create positive change,To inspire people to be themself, to show that each and everyone of us CAN create what they want.


Yes.I admit it,I’m totally a dreamer. But I firmly believe that this isn’t anything negative at all and that I’ll never stop dreaming.


Ps : To see why I choose the name ‘GWAWR’ ,just read the ‘Why GWAWR’